I Bleed To Know You're Alive.
Date : Friday, August 20, 2010
Time : 4:57 PM
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After reading some blog posts, it really tempt to update this blog of mine. Everyone has been complaining they are too tired. Cause waking up early for sahur and these destroys my few hours of sleep. Well, so far, i've never missed any puasa except the ones during my period. Quite proud about that. Of course, there are some stuff bugging me like all these while.

Firstly, PRELIMS AND N LEVELS ARE AROUND THE CORNER. I never wanna flunk it and never will i. It's a little fear in my telling me about the exams. WHAT IF? All these kind of question around me, have not been answered. I want to this to be over as soon as possible. Cause i've a feeling of breaking down anytime soon if it it too stress. Basically, Tamil has been a really big headache. I've not been doing good all these while. I should really buck up. English is another headache. I doing good in Paper 1 but Paper 2? No idea. I'm fine with it if i'm able to pass at least both my languages. Math, Science, Humanities and F&N is always fine. My F&N file is selected for moderation. Now, that i've some changes to be made.

Secondly, people still wondering if i'm still in ____. Of course, i'm still in ____ with _____. :/
I can just possibly get over this feeling. I every time see ___ in school. How am i not suppose to get over this feeling? Oh c'mon, there must be some break just for me to get over this thing. I know it aint going to work any longer than this. I bet i'll just have to shutup and wait.

Thirdly, things going around me not really good. I dont know why. People will say stuff like really flattering. For example, "I WANNA BE WITH YOUR FORVER..." "I LOVE HIM..." But, in the end, it just goes into the rubbishbin. I'm just saying generally. Cause when you have the perfect person beside you, why do you have to go for another one? :<>


AS USUAL, EYEWASH WHENEVER I GET TO SEE _____. (:

I'm happy with what i have now and what is surrounded by me now.



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