Allure

I Bleed To Know You're Alive.

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I've been telling myself to stop this.i've this mixed feelings going around me.and it's not good man.aiseyymann, i really do not like this feeling.she keep emphasizing that actually we do not even know the truth.haizz.right, going to keep it low profile.just going to shut my gap.i can never stay like this for a very long time.when the truth is out, i should start to move on.to tell the truth, i aint lucky enough in whatever i want to get.please.i believe that whatever you badly want means you will get it.but, for my case, i think it's the total opposite.i think every single one of the daughter should have a very good relationship with their daughter.i dont know why.but i feel like saying it.

nowadays, papa and me do not really talk to each other that much.most to most, he will just knock on my door asking if i had my food or not.i really miss those times with him talking about every single thing.i dont know why.i miss him suddenly terribly.

then yesterday, i was talking about relationships to him.he knows about both my friends' relationship.jyeah, he knows man.then he slowly moved on to mine, asking if i like anyone.i just cutt the crap and moved on.he said he's very proud of FITRI & FAHMY relationship.AISEYYMANN.right, HE'S REALLY PROUD OF THEM.tomorrow going to WATER SOCCER.excited man.officially, not going out anymore to enjoy unless regarding to work.i've always wanted to know feelings of others at a point of time.like now, i want to know seriously the feeling of that person.please.please.please.okayy, right going to end it here.

I WANT TO CATCH SOME SLEEP.
ofcourse, i want to speak what i have in my heart to the person. (:

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My name is Suhailah. And i always want to be the luckiest girl but usually or most of the time i dont really get to be one.