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I Bleed To Know You're Alive.

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Hello.

Yesterday was awesome.Water soccer is always fun.moreover, i think i was raped alot of times.particularly not saying anything.but, i'm sorry anis to kick you there.i didnt mean to.Just imagine if a fat guy fall on top of you?I feel like the mashed potato.i could not breathe for a moment and trying to gasp for air.it hurts alot especially my stomache, damn f-ing pain.of course, all of them made my day.

but yesterday morning, was not good.i woke up too early surprisingly.dad took noticed about it and came upon to me asking about what was going on.i do not really want to elaborate about it.the things that he told me last night really hurt me alot.he said "i aint going to trust you.call your teacher, i want to talk to her?" And he literally asked if i was with her at the water soccer.Damnnshit, i could take it & tears started to roll down my cheeks.Heyy, it's the first time my dad has done this to me.I swear my father has never lost his trust on me, maybe once?But because of the morning, he actually did not believe what i said.I was trying to explain and did not let me to talk even.Of course, i needed things to be sorted out with him.My mom is really a PAIN IN MY NECK.she does not have to interfere in stuff between my dad and myself.she's got nothing to do about it and she does not even know what was going on.Simply, i do not like a third person interfering into my stuff.okayy, here i'm going again about her.right, end it here.

But of course, i did sort things between my dad in the morning.i talked to him openly.Telling every single thing about myself and her.I tried to explain like she really love him but she just cannot afford to just break this relationship.&yeah, he understood.but i have a feeling that he actually did not get my points right.he just kept saying that i am also in a relationship.should i tell that i'm actually only crushing?ohh pleasee,i do not really want to say this kind of stuff.SHOULD I OR NOT?He said she should go talk to her dad A-S-A-P.I know it's hard.jyeah, it's up to her.Okayy, ending it here.I still have works to do.

Bye.
&i want to know hayati's situation.wish i could do something to help her.I'm sorry for what is going on but i'm not really sure.if there's anything that i could help, do sure that i'm there for you sygg.(: Love you like lotss.

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My name is Suhailah. And i always want to be the luckiest girl but usually or most of the time i dont really get to be one.