I Bleed To Know You're Alive.
Date : Saturday, March 27, 2010
Time : 12:09 AM
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today i swear it's awesome. i could not feel the pain. was really rushing thang that i had to do. we got ready all the juniors with the base and hair before aarthi comes. successfully done. then, moving on. we were had to go up to take our prize. as usual, we were late. the teacher was actually complaining about it. was planning not to take, but yeah. we just went on. the dance start. dad was up there as well as the NCC people. i could not see anything. so i did all right for JAI HO song. but the part of fusion dance. i just cannot dance in the centre stage. i really want to get rid of that fear. i just dont know why i tend to get nervous and cannot allow people to stare at me while i'm dancing. i can never allow that. i'm trying to focus straight. but i do not know why.





pleasee, i want to get rid the fear of dancing in the centre stage. NOW I BADDDLLYYY NEEDDDD HELLLPPP! was little sad about it that i could not do it. so yeah, went on. moved on. camwhore alot with the fourexpress. they are simply awesome people who made my day too. && so as FLIPSYAAA. I LOVE THEM TO MAX. dad was making a fun out of it while i was crying. he and his stupid joke. okayy, better off next time. asked lion** how was the dance. he said was awesome & better than chinese dance. well, that's quite bad. then, highlight of the day. **took photo with lion. finally, one down for wishlist. okayy, that's lame. oh, took picture with MR ARAVIN, MS STRAATEN & MDM CHAN. was really awesome day babes. from now onwards, gotta move on with studies. no more that i cann slackk. i should start revising. i can never imaggine this to happen. but i'm sure that NIIKII & I are going to step down next year only. so wait for it. but i seriously think my JUNIORS DID A GREAT JOB. i think they deserve a round of applause. they seriously did me proud as well teachers and the school. i'm really proud of them. i think we should have a talk with them on monday. dont you think so NIIKII? as i was saying, i want to really concentrate of studies.





&&after coming back i remembered that i have tuition early morning at 10.30 and it's a big disturbance to my sleep. i badly wanted to sleep for a very long time. and i can feel the pain in my whole body. i need too ressstttt. oh okay, shall end it here.





bye, GOODNIGHTS. (:

I LOVE ASWANEY BABE. (:


i love this couple lotss. (:

this is the guy, who always entertain me. stupid SATHIA SINGHAM.
nice guy. (:


FLIPSYA, some are missing. I LOVE THEM LOTSS.

they are also part of my family. (:

I LOVE THEM TOO. (:




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